December 2009
Hey friends.
2009 is coming to a close. We’re growing up.
That’s fine with me, as long as we aren’t grown ups. HAHA
Downer.
Today has been pretty shitty so far.
formspring palindromes.
I like how my questions are like a…a…palindrome. YEAH! (thanks to karen for giving me the right word.)
lolstephwaslike (11:15:46 PM): whats it called when words are the same forwards and backwards
lolstephwaslike (11:15:51 PM): racecar
lolstephwaslike (11:15:56 PM): dammitimmad
kmllave (11:15:58 PM): palindrome
lolstephwaslike (11:16:00 PM): THANKS
emilyamillie (11:16:16 PM):...
HEY! :D
Today is “ask stephanie an anonymous question” day!
its also Monday!
http://www.formspring.me/florescotronic
Tonight.
“I’m not going to try to change who you are ______. If being kind of shy and awkward is who you are, then that’s that…Nothing’s your fault…I’m wrong because I want you to be something you’re not.”
I can’t do that to him anymore. I can’t just string him along like a kite and get everything my way only when I want it, on MY time. And...
I don’t know if I want this anymore.
But I’m pretty sure it’s kindof past the whatever, no-broken-heart stage.
Apparently, I’m the next bitch proving the “nice guys finish last” saying.
13563.) My family hates me and does nothing but...
ariatistically:
florescotron:
kendrew:
(via blogsecret)
there’s no point in killing yourself. there’s always your friends, or other people who care about you out there. if you really think about it, you’re just being selfish, Trying to garner attention to yourself through these suicidal thoughts. you don’t realize that no matter who you are, you have left a lasting impact on someone’s...
13563.) My family hates me and does nothing but...
kendrew:
(via blogsecret)
there’s no point in killing yourself. there’s always your friends, or other people who care about you out there. if you really think about it, you’re just being selfish, Trying to garner attention to yourself through these suicidal thoughts. you don’t realize that no matter who you are, you have left a lasting impact on someone’s life. People care. Sometimes you just...
blehhhh.
I can’t fucking read your mind, and I’m starting to get tired of all of the awkwardness.
There’s always a catch, isn’t there?
If my life was a movie, I’d want it to be this one.<3
But its too bad no guys like you exist in this world. I think we could all use more gentlemen like that.
hollahollaholla!!
-_________-
FML.
That was probably the most awkward shit of my life and now I can’t stop thinking about its awkwardness.
FUCK THE FIRST MOVE.
hello
It’s 11:10pm.
I served detention for being late 3 times to first period, and if I’m late again, I get another one.
I drove to the restaurant tonight with my parents nagging…but at least I could hear Meg&Dia playing in the background.
I haven’t studied like I said I would and played guitar instead.
I printed out my notes for chemistry instead of taking them in...
i hope he doesn't have a tumblr.
boy: 11:11 ;D
girl: :]
girl: what did you wish for
boy: same stuff i always wish for :]
girl: a new guitar?
boy: i cant really tell you yet
boy: haha
boy: noooo something even better
girl: a motorcycle !? :O
boy: LOLOLOL
boy: uhmm no...
boy: haha
boy: well what'd you wish for ? hmm?
girl: same thing i always wish for
boy: what would that be?
boy: hmmm
boy: a smokin hot fresh new guitar? ;D
girl: nope a motorcycle [;
Dude, what the fuck man. She’s only 15 fucking years old and thinking about ending her own life?
There has to be a reason to why we go through these stupid teenage phases&drama, right? There has to be a reason/reasons why we’re all here, RIGHT?
What if one of the reasons why I had to go through the unshakable feeling of losing friends to suicide was because I would be faced with...
who doesn't want a guy like thiss(:
kllave:
cheetahbaby:marybby: glizelleanne: guamgirl671: mellyaviles: lovedianakris:
• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. • give her one of your hoodies to wear so everyone knows shes yours. • leave her cute text/notes. • tell her she looks beautiful. • look into her eyes when you talk to her. • let her mess with your hair. • touch her hair. • just walk...
This weekend
Touched on all the parts of being a teenager.
Friday:
-beefs.
-band rides from school
-indecisiveness (&finally settling on panda express)
-having barely enough money to pay for panda express. (starving artists. haha)
-playing music. loud. laughing.
Saturday
-having to cancel on my 3rd grade bestfriend bc of band practice (lack of planning)
-3rd grade bestfriend saying he had plans...